When we are young we have the most wonderful dreams and aspirations, to be astronauts or travel the world and enjoy every second of our lives, but then reality sets in, and we start to settle, we settle for the nice house, and the job with decent pay, the stable relationships and material goods that we think are necessary. Every year the dreams fade and become more like fantasies. What happened to the girl with dreams to take over the world and never settle, the girl who didn’t eat or shop more than bare necessities to put every penny toward a plane ticket to a new adventure and every weekend a mini vacation. The ultimate goal to sell everything and live oversees with the hopes of touching lives less fortunate and making a tiny difference in someone’s world. I miss that girl…. sometimes I’m scared im starting to lose her all together….